tough time

i am having a tough time again. my result of fourth sem. is out. and it was a major setback in my academic performance. i don't know why i am so reluctant with study after my class 1oth.i am not having a inch of interest in my core subject electronics and communication.it's nearly 24 hours later after the terrifying result,i am delivering this post.
probably i am sort of person with lack of determination. i usually start things in a convincing manner but as the time passes the result is always drastic.this time i need to take something change in myself. otherwise i'll be in big trouble.
i don't why can't i considered reading academics books as of primal priority.i have always given the surrounding knowledge the first priority. now this is the time i need to be understand life is the art of balancing the stuffs.
i am not frustrated this time but this is time to really have some changes.
with a positive approach i rest this post here.

the origin...

I am happy that finally i came up with a blog, through which i can share my views on particular issues or certain aspects of my life(thnx 2 mr. nandlal who has finally given me a net connect.)
i wanted to start this blog in feb. because i strongly believe feb. is somewhere lucky for me.
but unfortunately i couldn't.
may be because of my procrastination or the whole credit should
go to nandlal(the cafe owner near my house). what a person he is . if i am going to write a book
in near future then certainly he would be there thats among one of the things on which i am 100%
sure.
since it's begining of my blog so i shoudn't start with derisive criticism. I have a great intrest to know about different person. i mean i really enjoys to observe people.
i am having my mid term exams on 7th thnx to my gr8 college(my college is a very innovative in this field)we'll be having exams on 7th then 13th and 14th. see how caringis my college so that no student could enjoy these "holi" vacation.and i have a bit concern because we have a plan to go to indore for some reason.

i am almost done with this post and with my college too(only 3 sems are remaining)
again i am really happy coz finally i m delievering my first post.
so i end it up here with accenture punch line "high performance, delievered".